if I had the chance i would drop out now

If I knew what I knew 2 years ago, and if I wasnt involved with the baseball team at SU, I would seriously drop out. Yes Im sure you've heard this tons of times but consider it. . .

why do i go to college. . . you can come up with many answers but mine has come to be :

to develope a creativity to know what gives me a sense of wonder. Then with that inspiration, go out and do what happens inside of me. or also, to learn how to learn (more simply put, less powerful).

and that and every other experience out there that happens in college can be experienced outside of college. except i dont know where there is a public lab to use very expencive equipment for free.
But, all the ideas, books, community, encouragement, intellect, everything can be attained at the public library corner, and other various places, if you know where to look (thats another issue).
There is just the convienence of all those things happening in some way on some level at a University that makes it easier.

also something else to wonder. . .
what happens when we really learn. what happens inside of you when knoledge enters in?
I come from a family of eduators, and I am only begginging to understand the depth of eduation, though ive spent the last 3/4ths of my life in a desk.