Realizing My Hopes and Dreams

Its been a crazy year. But I am back, back from the beach, back from El Paso, back from China, back from school, back from an illusion. I am 21 years old and currently living in a house for this Maymester I lived in when I was a sophmore at Southwestern University, Georgetown, TX. When I went on my trip to China, I left postings on my facebook, under 'Matt Glenn' to keep in touch with family and friends. I lived life and posted what I was allowed to tell, because of time and Chinese government restrictions. I had a mission when I was in China, part of what I found myself doing was telling as many people about Jesus Christ as I could. I accumulated numerous stories of the power of God which I have not told. China was a window of complete freedom to fill where I was lacking, for me to live on the edge that I was on before. Theres something that going to another country does in your trust of God, makes you approach life with no restrictions, no limitations, in 'reackless abandonment' by the love of Jesus Christ, and my postings was my root to keep me connected. And there is also something exhausting about living on the edge. So now that I am home, I have found out that life shouldnt be that much different from how I approached life in China. I am a grown man! I shouldnt fall backwards when I return home, I should be growing in new revelations of God rather than living in what I once had or knew. Life should be a continued revelation of who God is. So what I am doing now, since I have not found suffeciency in acts or this world, I am going to fall back into the whims of Jesus and live life how I am called to, and see where I go. And maybe start posting here a few times.